Well ! Thats it for a minute folks , as you can see my reslove has been broken , firstly apologies if i have spouted about something i thought was in my mind set i was more than capable of achieving , not saying i wont have another go , but its mighty hard , i would love just to blame the weather (which has been awful) and as someone who loves the outdoors adores Dartmoor , wild camping, bushcrafting and a bit of a challenge .
Even with my circumstances, and some would say you lucky sod ! I know people warned me about the solitude, i do think a dog would have helped , and if i could have found somebody else to do it with , and maybe the height of summer , who knows ?
I watched all those black and white episodes of Robinson Crusoe , when i was a kid and yearned for that to be me and in a strange way even Castaway and even in a more ridiculous scenario that silly film where Hanks lived in an airport .
But reality is a different thing , i am sure there are those of you out there that would find it a doddle !but tonight was a night too far , i tried even thought i would knock myself out with brandy , but the inevitable would have happened tomorrow.
I think it was Skate who said, hope it doesnt take away the magic of sleeping outdoors, and it was going to. Part of the reason we all look forward to the chance to camp whether it be alone, with a pal or a meet its because we cant do it all of the time! All of that real world stuff gets in the way .
Anyway thanks for the interest shown , and support , now i can really look forward to my woodland friends coming dowm at the end of the month!!
Down but not out !!! Ivan...