I to am gutted for ya,
Cracking post with lots of input from others with good advice.
We can all learn something from this, and appreciate all the hard work skill and experience other knife makers have.
Well done and thanks for posting 
" if at first you don't succeed"
Hey!!
I don't mean any thing mean by it at all so please don't twist words,
I really enjoyed follow this thread with interest, I think this chap has done remarkably well, and wish to follow his progress,
Please don't make this into something it's not meant to be,