Now then Celtic Ginger! You MUST BE joking!!! 38?!!
Mate you are a kid! I am in my fifties and remaining vague about how far in my fifties I am, a girl, and apart from some experience as a scout when I was 10 and as a hitch-hiking back-packer in my twneties (early 1970s!!!) had no previous experience of camping or rambling or anything like that until only 6 years ago...
I know ONE DOES have cold feet at times during the run-up to a course or some rendez-vous with other people. Do I have the right equipment, am I as fit as they are, as experienced as they are, as young as they are, etc etc etc?
Take the jump mate! We don't always enjoy ourselves doing new things.... or anything for that matter. It is a risk to take that it might be hard at times, not up to our expectations, turn out too expensive, you name it! And outdoors and wilderness courses I find are sometimes too pacy for comfort.
But experience is always a stepping stone.
And on the other hand your course may turn out absolutely fantastic and you may regret having to come back home so soon...you may make friends, learn things you will be eager to perfect later on.....
We do today what we did yesterday. It often feels too much to break the habit. But we can create new habits...and believe me the outdoors is addictive!!
Just a few thoughts...and 38 IS YOUNG!
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Nomade