Try coming back from the South of France with a 120 liter rucksack, a 100 liter tote bag, a daysack, 2 canoe paddles, a canoe pole, 2 crutches and a leg encased in a groin to ankle support with ally struts....as I said - my knee still dislocates now and then....
Think my worst injury was nervous breakdown.
basically everything stressful happened at once
left one job working as a care worker to become a tree surgeons labourer, the safe afternoon i told the agency to shove off i got a call saying dont leave its fallen through, bit late by then!
split up with ex at same time period, tried to start a business doing garden work, stopped eating properly stopped lseeping properly, started self medicating heavily(certain herb)
ended up being taken to the local psych hospital and spent six weeks in there getting treatment and another year and half off work whislt the medication worked on me then a slow return to work at part time hours then increased hours slightly and now been full time for over a year.
long term effects? the medication i was on increased my appetite so i ballooned from 9st to 16 st so weight loss was a nightmare, i am now at a healthy 12.5 stone although if not careful or have an inactive period it creeps up quite fast.
i still sweat like i did when i was 16st which isn't pleasent.
I am more aware of the dangers of stress which is one of the reasons i get out in the woods whenever i can to destress.
I lost a lot of so called friends and had to deal with the negative comments/behaviour of people when the words nervous breakdown are mentioned.
My worst injury was a result of a motorcycle crash, someone in a 4x4 pulled out on me and i did not have time to stop.
Among the large list of other injuries the most serious was this....... ( i must say it is graphic so if your a little squeemish or just about to have your dinner i wouldn't look)
It took the paramedic and ambulance over an hour to reach me, I basically had to lash my leg together with my belt but was very lucky that the femoral artery was not damaged
Long term problems with my legs are, damaged nerves = no feeling down the front of my leg, damaged knee caps = struggle to walk far or carry much weight.
Well manoftanith , hats off to you sir , a brave man indeed ,the stigma still attached to mental health issues are appalling , if you or somebody close to you has never suffered from stress/panic attacks/palpitations/ then you are very lucky . it takes weeks/ months to manifest itself and by the time you are at your wits end and either seek help from desperation , or are helped by worried friends /relatives etc, its not an over night recovery and as you have said the self medication of weed or alcohol or both, have to be stopped before the climb begins. it takes a minimum of 8 weeks for prescription drugs to have an effect and they are not a cure only assist. if you are very lucky and the gp you get has an understanding or perhaps strong interest in stress/ depression etc it can take even longer ,anyway i will shut up now glad you are well ,and top marks for raising the issue. When your arm is broken you know where you stand weeks in plaster maybe an op bit of phisio you understand. But when you think you are going mad you struggle to get to grips with it. sorry if i have ranted
Good to hear you've recovered! I have more experience than I'd like with suicide attempts and it's good to seem someone who's come through fully recovered; gives me hope for 4 of my friends (yep 4)
Not life threatening but boy did it sting !
At work one day and managed to nail my finger to the floor with a nail gun !!! Dont ask how It was a stupid mistake on my part!!! after a lot of swearing got the nail out and patch up the fnger !
Long term affects of this ( boy do i have more respect for nail guns )
Jason