Hi Red.
I fed the dogs, they are eating, each at their bowl, and when in the refrigerator to get the tiny bit of canned food they have on their dry, I saw the fish fillets in 3 different jars (my wife uses jars to keep food and leftovers which works well). One is trout from 4 nights ago, or so, the night before last jar of white trout fillets - both about a pound of meat, and 1/4 pound of white trout from further back that will be microwaved for the chicks. Then still the half gallon of whole jumbo shrimp from days ago and a tub of crabs, steamed and needing picking. (I sold a bag of 10 pounds of white trout for $10, whole, to an egg customer.)
I think this fishing may be becoming too close to being an addiction - getting hard to either take, or leave, it. Last night I had trouble sleeping, as I do so often. I love the night more than the day. So much of my life has been in remote and exotic places where the modern, mundane, civilized normal is left behind. Day time all is there in stark view. Roads and cars, Walmart, gas stations, houses with grass and trimmed shrubs, power lines and people all about just going about some thing - and it all is so without magic - like one is an ant and all the short life is in the ant mound, the universe is this go through the day, like last day, like tomorrow, do it again with everyone else..........
But night all that goes away and it can be magical again. Few, if any, people. Stars, clouds, moon, planets filling the sky - my good friend the night sky - I lived 16 years in camps without the electronic background. Nights were usually unlit and often I would be out in it - I could navigate celestially, I know the stars, the main constellations, the sky at night is utterly familiar to me.
As a boy and young man in London at night we would take our high powered air rifles out tied to our bicycles (later on motorcycles, and finally in cars) to the local woods - London having bits of woods all over, Greenbelt and parks, and hunt squirrels and wood pigeons. This would all be without lights which could not be used in this urban setting - out with our guns. And we learned to see in the dark, a learn-able skill - casting ones eyes about to bring the peripheral rods into play. On occasion the local woodsman or police would try to catch us - and we were so woods wise it was impossible. Our detection heightened - and we knew the woods like we knew our neighborhood - could run through the forest in the dark without light - we were wild things ourselves, un-catchable.
Eyes have two cells for seeing - rods and cones. Cones see colour, rods black and white. Rods see in low light and detect any motion, being very fast. - Cones are slow and work in brighter light. Being colour seeing animals our eyes have cones at the center of the retina, so poor dark vision. The rods ring the retina and have dark vision and fast detection - that is so we can detect anything on the periphery sneaking up on us - 'see it out of the corner of the eye'. In the dark to look straight at anything is to have it disappear as the cones come to focus on it. Casting the eye side to side will bring the rods to bear, the low light sensors. This is why night seeing animals see in black and white only, they cannot have the high light needing, slow, cones. Dogs and chase animals have all rods too - they are so fast to reset that they can see everything in fast motion - to see the prey dashing through the brush and grasses.
Then leaving home I spent 5 years living out of a backpack and the outdoors were my house. Mostly I did not even carry a tent, weight being everything when you live out of the pack and are not just camping. Years in the remote lands, and amongst the historical antiquities - or the human free wilderness.
So night brings back that ingrained state of being remote from all the developed world. 2 a.m. on the Gulf, under the light at the end of the 400 foot long wall - the sky and lights from shipping and buoys off in the distance, shrimp boats all lit up dragging their trawls - stars and moon, behind; the lights of the harbour and town, remote and giving the atmosphere of quiet and also very pretty. Sail boats moored behind us chink their pulleys against the masts with breeze - the shrimp boats come and go with diesel roars making the tight turn at the mouth of the harbour where we sit - the deck hands look at us, the boat passes all lit up 30 foot from us, we bring in our lines. Lots of porpuses blowing and swimming, night birds, fish splash, big ones off out of the lit water, and trout popping in the light, and me and a couple fishermen are out there in what seems to be a bit of lit water remote from all the rest of the universe. It is just so lovely. Last time the water flat like a bath. Jellyfish, darting baitfish being chased, gray mullet, trout, occasional shrimp which gets chased and it goes off leaping from the water in skips - And then watching your float in this. One can often watch your shrimp bait swimming and a trout rises to it - the shrimp leaps and the trout pops the water behind it several times missing it, then grabs it and off - with the float darting under the water. The fish are beautiful! A living fish is perfect beauty which fades with death to become dull. I release more than I keep, the smaller ones, and am careful to release them unharmed, and off they go.
So I did not go to the harbour last night, just having a night walk with the dogs, as I do. Sometimes we hunt cotton mouth moccasins at my pond at night - the only time I carry a light, otherwise it is my trails in the dark and we know every bit of them, and the 1/4 mile dirt road down the bayou I live on. Always splashing and night birds - sometimes the pack (4 dogs, 2 chihuahuas, a lab and a wired haired terrier) will set off a opossum or raccoon and off they go in full charge through the woods.
And going to bed at midnight I lay awake and finished Tacitus; 'The Histories' which ends on the war to re-conquer the Jews (ad 74 I think), the rest of his writing on this has been lost through the two thousand years intervening. The Germans mostly subdued, The Emperor Vespasian has won the civil war, and mid paragraph it is over, so I took a sleeping pill and wishing I was going down to the harbour with the couple dozen shrimp I have in my floating tank, slept.
And todays gratuitous picture, me as a young man; I man-hauled this small boat around the English canal network - I think this is Birmingham, my favorite part not being the pretty countryside, but the decaying Industrial revolution industry sites - and they are huge, what made us, and the world, what we are.