Hello, firstly an unreserved apology,for those that were unfortunate enough to see my outburst (since removed, thankyou) Those that know me, know i am not mad! (careful Ivan) and although outspoken at times, am quite a decent bloke.
An explanation, yesterday i went to visit my dear old mum, and she sat me down and explained that she faces, life changing surgery, she took it with the courage i knew she would, i did not.
I came home a little bewildered, met my better half for lunch, who reminded me i was attending a funeral of a girl that usesd to work for me, i was fuming that i had forgotten, anyway i went, saw a lot of people that i had not seen for years.
I will admit, i drank too much, and came home a liitle worse for wear, for some reason i decided to vent my frustration and anger on BCUK,goodness only knows why.
Eventually, my sweetheart of a partner saw how i was behaving, and persuaded me to go to bed, i understand she explained a little of this last night.
Anyway, i awoke this morning, with a very thick head, and a feeling of, what have i done?
So after lots of tea, coffee and much pacing and thought, i felt it only right and decent, to log on and apologise, to anyone that i may of offended.
I am truly sorry, and thankyou for understanding an old fool, venting his scorn, in a public place and to some of the best people on earth, lots i have met and lots i have not.
Hope you don't think too badly of me, and normality can resume.
Thankyou.
Ivan...
An explanation, yesterday i went to visit my dear old mum, and she sat me down and explained that she faces, life changing surgery, she took it with the courage i knew she would, i did not.
I came home a little bewildered, met my better half for lunch, who reminded me i was attending a funeral of a girl that usesd to work for me, i was fuming that i had forgotten, anyway i went, saw a lot of people that i had not seen for years.
I will admit, i drank too much, and came home a liitle worse for wear, for some reason i decided to vent my frustration and anger on BCUK,goodness only knows why.
Eventually, my sweetheart of a partner saw how i was behaving, and persuaded me to go to bed, i understand she explained a little of this last night.
Anyway, i awoke this morning, with a very thick head, and a feeling of, what have i done?
So after lots of tea, coffee and much pacing and thought, i felt it only right and decent, to log on and apologise, to anyone that i may of offended.
I am truly sorry, and thankyou for understanding an old fool, venting his scorn, in a public place and to some of the best people on earth, lots i have met and lots i have not.
Hope you don't think too badly of me, and normality can resume.
Thankyou.
Ivan...
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