I understand your sadness wildwillycamper before Christmas I went to the gym 3 to 4 days a week lifting weights, 2 times a week I walked approx 10 miles I also had recently done a 30,and 50mile walk,then I was rushed to hospital on Christmes eve and didn't get out till the 3rd of Jan, I have after 2 MRI scans a CT scan,and 2 nasal scopes been diagnosed with Laryngeal nerve damage caused probably caused by a virus, it's symptoms are the most intense stabbing pains,and at the same time like being choked to death, at one stage I had 14 attacks in one day I've lost 21 lbs in weight a lot of muscle I still can't do any training, I get what I can only describe as electric shocks in my throat randomly throughout the day and basically spend my time lying on the sofa, to say I'm down is a understatement, I'm pretty much at rock bottom,I'm waiting for a test to assess the nerve to see what damage has been done,which I had to push for,my hospital treatment to me was shoddy at best,basically just sent home and left to live with it,