I've written a final article on the project for my website. Here is said article in full though it's rather short, sweet and to the point, I think.
"After some time speaking to some of the wise outdoorsmen of Bushcraft UK, I've decided, quite simply, to scale down my project.
Here is part of my Bushcraft UK post that summarizes my thoughts:
"Everything is subject to change. Who knows what will happen? A point I must impress upon you [forum member] is I won't be taking any drastic actions. It might sound like it, but I'm not so attached to the project that I'd give up everything I have on a whim. How could I be so attached? It was a single idea that developed over time. It's only been a few months and I've made no real progress. At the moment the project consists of a few articles, mere words. Also, I'm not particularly worried if the project doesn't come to fruition. It may end up just being a "weekend thing". I'm not the type of person to put all my hopes and dreams on a single project like this. In fact, the last couple of posts in this thread have made me think if I should take step back. I was never going to go head-first into the project, but I think, perhaps, it's too much of an undertaking. I should start small, I agree. I see it as a good thing that you all were able to impart your experiences upon me and I'm glad to have had this almost sudden change of mind. I say "almost sudden" because this has been in the back of my mind for a while now. In fact, I'd rather unashamedly call out my ideas as being somewhat romanticized and, perhaps, naive by the end, if it weren't for the fact that I protest against those very things. I listened to what all of you had to say and the voices of reason have commanded that I make changes to the Oakenwise: Primitive Living Project for the better."
While short-lived, the project went through various changes of concept, from solitary, self-reliance to full-scale communal settlement construction. And, in my last update, I entertained the idea of incorporating modern technology into a primitive lifestyle. All of these changes were guided by the forces of reason and logic. Why try to live a solitary life when no single man could do so without the help of others? Why live a life of unknowing when I could work together with modern technology to better understand the men of past, at the same time as living like them? To some, the changes I made could be seen as getting too far ahead of myself and, while I agree, I think it's clear to see what I tried to do. That is, I took everyone's critiques to heart and let them directly influenced the project.
In said thread, the point was made that I should learn to walk before I can run. While I fully understand everyone's concern, I'd argue that the majority of the content of the project would've been spent gaining said experience, about learning primitive skills. The running part is equivalent to the building of the settlement and living in it. That was the end goal. That's when I would've tried to run.
The idea for an Oakenwise: Primitive Living Project isn't going away entirely, I don't think, as I still want to live in the past. Perhaps after a few years in a living history group I could start my own business with a few friends? Maybe on the weekends we could build that roundhouse I had that crazy idea of living in? Who knows? Only time will tell."