Blimey riley, but that kit list (and picture) does look like a heck of a lot of kit.
A power station!?
What on earth do you need a power station for?
In all my time camping I have never needed a power station.
The OEX Salamander I presume is a tent?
That and a tarp?
Depends on time of year, so a tent may be necessary, but I wouldn't take both. If the weather is fine then the tent would get left behind. If a tent is needed (and I can also see why a tarp might be needed - to create a porch) then I would marry it up with a much smaller, and therefore lighter, tarp.
Saws and axes?
Nope, goodbye to the axe.
Camera and tripod?
Again, nope. As said above, if I'm going to do photography then I'm not camping. And if I want a camera when camping (and I get that you may) then a decent pocket camera is more than adequate.
A 12cm Zebra AND a mug? 12cm is too big for one person - get the 10cm. But, personally, I never use a Billy. I boil water in the drinking mug and if I need to cook food I'd sooner use a shallow pan of some sort.
A full change of clothes?
Again, I suppose it depends on time of year. But I wonder if just undies is all you really need to take? Even then, what's a couple of days between friends, eh?
I think the best advice you were given, also above, is to take it easy.
If you've been unwell for so long then ease yourself back in gently. Go out for the day, for a simple over-nighter. Re-learn about yourself and what it is you like doing. Your health issues will have had a psychological effect as well, and maybe your ideals and needs have changed. Your physical health certainly will have and it's unreasonable to expect you to go back to what you once did.
Step back.
Think.
Reappraise.
I reckon that's the best advice on working out what you need to cut back on.
A power station!?
What on earth do you need a power station for?
In all my time camping I have never needed a power station.
The OEX Salamander I presume is a tent?
That and a tarp?
Depends on time of year, so a tent may be necessary, but I wouldn't take both. If the weather is fine then the tent would get left behind. If a tent is needed (and I can also see why a tarp might be needed - to create a porch) then I would marry it up with a much smaller, and therefore lighter, tarp.
Saws and axes?
Nope, goodbye to the axe.
Camera and tripod?
Again, nope. As said above, if I'm going to do photography then I'm not camping. And if I want a camera when camping (and I get that you may) then a decent pocket camera is more than adequate.
A 12cm Zebra AND a mug? 12cm is too big for one person - get the 10cm. But, personally, I never use a Billy. I boil water in the drinking mug and if I need to cook food I'd sooner use a shallow pan of some sort.
A full change of clothes?
Again, I suppose it depends on time of year. But I wonder if just undies is all you really need to take? Even then, what's a couple of days between friends, eh?
I think the best advice you were given, also above, is to take it easy.
If you've been unwell for so long then ease yourself back in gently. Go out for the day, for a simple over-nighter. Re-learn about yourself and what it is you like doing. Your health issues will have had a psychological effect as well, and maybe your ideals and needs have changed. Your physical health certainly will have and it's unreasonable to expect you to go back to what you once did.
Step back.
Think.
Reappraise.
I reckon that's the best advice on working out what you need to cut back on.