Sawdust and shavings, and I'm a toddler watching my Dad build a boat.
I can still feel the shiny smooth shavings and smell the wood. Dad's tools were always razor sharp and the shavings were nearly transparent, they curled and blew like feathers in the wind.
At Christmas time I bought a pack of mixed shavings from a wood turner. I wanted Port Orford cedar to make pot pourri for the house. I hate artificial air fresheners, but real scents are a background smell of home to me.
He included a bag of shavings from a very old Caledonian Pine and the smell when I opened the bag took me right back
My Dad died over thirty years ago. I still miss him.
We're washing our hands so much just now that I've been using up all those fancy little gift bar soaps. I kept them in a big glass jar on a shelf in the bathroom. I have no idea what some of them are now apart from 'soap', but the one I'm using in the sink in the downstairs loo has a lovely gentle scent that smells like the talcum my Mum used. I have no idea what it was, but I find myself washing my hands and thinking of my Mum. Mum died ten years before my Father did, and I still miss her very much too.
Sorry Wayland, I got a bit maudlin there.
On a happier note, Son2 is working from home and I'm baking almost daily again. He's tall, broad shouldered but lean, with no need to watch his weight, and it's fun to bake.
I came across an old recipe that one of my Aunts had given me. It was titled 'Aunt Mary's Gingerbread', and since my parents were cousins, that Aunt Mary was my Granny; my Mum's Mum. I made up the recipe and as it baked I realised that that old fashioned mix of spices was my Granny's kitchen
and all the warmth and love therein. It was enough of a smell to bring my son down from his room looking for tea and cake
and as I watched him wolf if down I realised that he was eating the same cake that my Granny made for my Grandpa and that my son was built very much like his Great Grandpa. I could almost see my Grandpa sitting there at the table with tea and gingerbread too.
Life goes on, and as an old lady said, "Your family's your family, even when they're no' here now". Funny how it's smell that brings them back though.
The little tinder bundles that I make at the end of Summer, that I stuff with all the leftovers from my years work. They end up with everything that's flammable in them.
Birchbark from down the castle policies, mugwort from a walk over the river, heather from the hillside near Callander, Chaga from near Inverness, bog myrtle from Loch Tay.....and the smell when they're lit reminds me of all those places and the people I worked with
Mary